another page, another day

march 24 2022- i dont know what to do or


and then i didnt write for another month

april 19th!! 2024 still..oopsies
well anyways i met some cool people today, hopefully i'll see them again at some point lol. i figured i should write something since each passing day that i dont figure out the "how am i gonna make the pages work ?? ;o" thing i get just a teeny bit more stressed out, and i need maore pages to figure that out soooo.. yeajh.

also maybe i'm just tweaking but something about everything feels wrong



the next day - completely unrelated
i looove neocities, it really is the best place to find the most fringe weirdos on the internet. Of course i'm no different and who knows who's looking at me like i'm in a test tube like i do with other people on this site and irl.. sometimes i find people who remind me of folks i know irl but with more severe mental prblems, then i wonder if me indoctrinating my friends into making websites is ACTUALLY a good idea. of course i'm gonna keep doing it, and i dont know if my friends becoming fringe weirdos is nescicarily a bad thing?? it would be really funny.

OH GOD OH FUCK I HAVE MY FIRST JOB INTERVIEW TOMMOROW OH NO

DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL -- DOGMATICA BY FEMTANYL --

Final
You have, 12 hours left

GET IT

CORPSE LOCKED IN THE BATHROOM
BLOOD INSIDE MY SINK
I WANNA BE
CATATONIC
WHERE I CANT EVEN THINK

BLEEDING OUT INSIDE MY CLOSET
THE SECRETS I WILL KEEP
WORTHLESS FUCKING CUM DEPOSIT
I DON’T EVER SLEEP

METAL SHARDS INSIDE MY VOMIT
GUN SHOTS THROUGH MY DOOR
I CAN TAKE JUST WHAT I WANT WHEN
I SETTLE THE SCORE

CUT MYSELF UP INTO RIBBONS
ALL OVER THE FLOOR
I GOT BITE MARKS ON MY STOMACH
THAT WEREN’T THERE BEFORE

BLOOD BEHIND MY EYES WHEN I TRY TO
SLEEP AT NIGHT
GO-ING MISSING WHEN MY MIND
TURNS OUT THE LIGHTS

next..?