i really don't know how to put it any other way..

idk, the social worker at my school (hi btw) said i should write my feelings down? But i did'nt feel like being normal /sarc so i'm writing here!

ANYWAYZ! it does sort of fade when i think about it which i guess is what i intended to do by wrriting about it?
but also i enjoy the feeling a little?

The best way i can explain it is like a [metaphorical] cloud covers my vision and makes everything warp into something nicer , it all feels so warm and i feel a strange sort of - power?

I SOUND SO EDGY PLS JUST TRUST ME !!

i gotta figure this out- [12/16/2023] 7:39 pm