crow angrily rants PART 2!
if you know me irl you probably don't want to read this, i mean it this time.
it won't stop you though, will it?
jUNE 15 2024
I HATE HOW I AM!!
sorry, that's a bit excessive (it's true though). I have a pattern of just.. not talking to anyone during the summer, i figure that it's because if I'm not obligated to take care of myself, i don't- and this is definately a part of that. I barely even talk to anyone anyway, but it still sucks yk? I have all these people that COULD care, or talk to me, but i keep stopping myself and i dont know why!! IT FUCKING SUCKS AND I WISH THERPY WOULD HELP BUT I CANT EVEN TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS WITHOUT TRYING TO DULL IT DOWN, BECAUSE I ALWAYS DULL MYSELF DOWN SO PEOPLE CAN LIKE ME, IF I WAS A REAL FUCKING PERSON MOST OF THE TIME NOBODY EXEPT THE PEOPLE I'VE ALREADY ABANDONED "FOR THE GREAT OR GOOD" OR WHATEVER.
ooph- got a liitle heated there, srry.
[Unintelligible Intro Dialogue]
Running through the forest with my backpack full of cocaine (Cocaine)
If we just keep driving, we should reach Jersey by Sunday morning
Maybe if we kiss, we could break tension like my brother's ribcage
Stole the bastard's wallet from my father when he wasn't looking
I've taken up poetry, so I can express all these feelings
I wrote letters that I never sent because I never mean 'em
Wrote my poem on my hand in Sharpie so I don't forget it
What was I talking about..., fuck
Alright (Fuck)
I can't stay awake because my friends are all so fucking boring
I can feel the energy my pen has when I'm writing stories
I can see the words come off the canvas and go up your nose
Now I'm in your brain and know how to make your lungs go closed
Can I have a sip of that, my cuddle tank is feeling empty
Liquid courage for the nerves, he's way worse than she deserves
Drunken sex after dessert, keeps her heart with lovely words
Broken wings, a flightless bird, promise me this wouldn't hurt
Can I have a sip of that, my cuddle tank is feeling empty
Liquid courage for the nerves, he's way worse than she deserves
Drunken sex after dessert, keeps her heart with lovely words
Broken wings, a flightless bird, promise me this wouldn't hurt
Her mom said my brain is broke, my thoughts wanna see me choke
Crown of thorns lay on my head; I'll stay home and sleep instead
Your dad's back in jail again, apple picking with the friend
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's most lonely of them all
I can't fall in love again
(Stay away, stay away)
Cupid's arrow in my neck
(Stay away, stay away)
I'm more trouble than I'm worth
(Stay away, stay away)
You're a danger to yourself
(Stay away, stay away)
I can't fall in love again
(Stay away, stay away)
Cupid's arrow in my neck
(Stay away, stay away)
I'm more trouble than I'm worth
(Stay away, stay away)
You're a danger to yourself
(Stay away, stay away)
Can I have a sip of that, my cuddle tank is feeling empty
Liquid courage for the nerves, he's way worse than she deserves
Drunken sex after dessert, keeps her heart with lovely words
Broken wings, a flightless bird, promise me this wouldn't hurt
Can I have a sip of that, my cuddle tank is feeling empty
Liquid courage for the nerves, he's way worse than she deserves
Drunken sex after dessert, keeps her heart with lovely words
Broken wings, a flightless bird, promise me this wouldn't hurt
Oooh, oooh
Oooh, oooh
Oooh, oooh
Oooh, oooh
Oooh, oooh
Oooh, oooh
Oh
next..?