gwuh i miss people
July 21 2024
tldr : crow bitches and whines because he can't stand to reach out to anyone for like the 80 billonth time.
guys... GUYS.... i wanna be in school again. it's literally so easy to
see everyone and I miss my partners so bad. I hate summer because it
means i self-isolate for like 3 months and just... get thrown way out
of the loop.. I've talked about how tis cycle works, not caring enough for myself to have healthy social interactions. I have been having SOME
on the internet but they're not like... good. I just want attention, i
think, that's all this is, that's all most of what i do now is tbh...
been thinking a lot about making music lately, i'll keep you guys updated if i actually do, but that's a huge IF, my laptop actually hates my guts and every time i want to watch a tutorial on the program i have downloaded it threatens to crash. so yeah. fun.
what i feel like trying to reach out to people
I just want my hand held, I ain't talking GameBoys
And I ain't been in magazines, but me and you can play, boy
I'm looking for the same joy, the same touch and smolder
That I get when I lay my head down on your shoulder
That's real... I always wanna know how you feel
You bring me out my great depressions, I think you're the new deal
I'm staring at you in the mirror like fucking blue steel
Wide-eyed, smiling, i'm just tryna help your mood heal
So if there's anything that I can do
To help the weaker side of you
Just lemme know and I can move
My schedule up and down
I'm sorry if I haven't been
The best at how i'm managing
The problems that i'm handling
My head was in the ground
And truly, it's a miracle
That you are even near me, whether
Fruitless or endearing
I'll be happy you're around
And if you're feeling terrible
Your sicknesses unparalleled
Your headache is unbearable
Just step into the sound
I don't mind at all
My Ibuprofen and my Tylenol
Are yours at the sound of your sirens' call
'cause i ain't letting you hurt tonight at all
Tonight at all
I don't mind at all
My Ibuprofen and my Tylenol
Are yours at the sound of your sirens' call
'cause i ain't letting you hurt tonight at all
Tonight at all
La da da da da da daa
La da da da da da da da da daa
I just want my handheld
I just want my handheld
La da da da da da daa
La da da da da da da da da daa
I just want my handheld
I just want my handheld
next..?