welcome to my notebook,

im just gonna... write stuff.. and youull get to see it!! eventually there'll be a multible pages layout but there isnt enough writing for that yet. (well, as of the time that this is being written)


god i've been thinking too much [2:46 pm 3/2/24]

crying sobbing screaming actually, when i graduate i'm gonna lose most of my friends probably. so many of them are going to this nice gifted kid school and some of the others are going to another school in the area.. BUT i still have my partners and i got into the comp sci program so it's kinda ok. I'm rlly gonna miss a lot of them though. it sux.. I'm proud of the ones who got into the fancy gifted kid school though, they deserve it. I originally intended to go but I didnt want the workload of college classes lol.
I dont wanna go to highschool

flower store- tea [6:30 pm 3/2/24 ]

[Verse 1]
I wanna work at a flower store
And steal you all the roses that I couldn't afford
I don't know if I wanna live anymore
It all feels the same as it did before

I wanna feel like an open door
A shattered window on your bedroom floor
I don't know who I really am anymore
It all feels the same, but I'm never quite sure

[Verse 2]
I wanna wait here with bated breath
And cry in the corner while you lay and rest
I can be your shoulder when you feel upset
Just lay your head down, honey, please don't fret

I wanna sleep in a stranger's bed
Just to overanalyze every word you said
I don't really know if there's anything left
But I don't wanna fall in love, I wanna fall to my death

you should listen to this song (AND OTHERS) by tea/atlas, its such a banger this is literally me fr
next..?